“Mom! I want to ride my bike in the front yard!”  The insistent young man had left the low branch of the tree, where he was performing an acrobatic trick we used to call “skinning the cat,” starting from hanging on the branch and then flipping up and over it, barely missing the other branches with his head as he spun.  Now, he sat impatiently waiting for his mother to move out of the way, but she didn’t oblige.  She had already told the preschooler that he wasn’t to take his bicycle through the gate, knowing that he had a huge backyard in which to ride safely, but he really, really wanted to ride his big boy bike (no training wheels!) outside the confines of the fenced backyard.  His mom stood her ground, so he backed away from the gate.  Still objecting loudly, he turned and pedaled off around the back.  Obviously, he understood that when Mom said “No,” she meant it.

Well, that’s the way it appeared to me, for just a moment.  The young fellow’s mom and dad stood outside the fence and we talked about everything and nothing, just enjoying the company.  A few moments later, I saw the blond head of the little guy poke tentatively out the front door of the house.  Pretty quickly, the little bicycle’s front wheel and handlebars were visible coming out of the door also.  Our conversation came to a pretty sudden stop as his parents became aware of his intentions.  The disappointed boy pointed his mount the other way and headed back once more to the dull and oh-so-tame backyard to pedal along the familiar paths worn by daily use.  I couldn’t help but be proud of the innovative lad.  I think he takes after his grandfather a little bit.

There’s more than one way to skin a cat.  I had to grin as I thought of how it applied so accurately to this adventurous boy in more ways than one.  Once again, a familiar adage lights the way to original thought.  I have wondered why anyone would want to skin a cat, so I explored the origins of this well-known phrase, only to be left disappointed.  It seems that no one can point to a widespread practice of removing the hide from felines as the inspiration for the saying.  The use of the phrase is documented well back into the seventeenth century, so neither can it have anything to do with the aforementioned trick of flipping up over a gymnastic bar or branch of a tree.  The name for that maneuver doesn’t appear until well after the mid-nineteenth century.  To my amusement, I found another similar phrase which was also in use early on:  “There are more ways of killing a cat than choking it with cream.”  My disappointment at not finding any proof of a widespread trade in tabby pelts will have to go by the wayside.  I may, however, have to find a way to incorporate that newly discovered adage into everyday use.

As much as I would prefer that my grandson not use his intelligence to find ways around his parents instructions, I admire his quick wit and inventiveness.  We can only hope that his Mom and Dad find a way to guide his adroitness at finding alternative methods to more constructive and acceptable uses.  A ready wit and the ability to adapt are equally as useful in productive avocations as they are in delinquent acts.  Time will tell, but knowing his parents, I’m betting on the former.

The ability to think originally, to change gears and take another approach is a gift which will serve throughout life.  We hit barriers in life almost daily.  Many of us panic and stand petrified.  The tried and tested routine has failed and we have no idea how to proceed.  The innovators, the trailblazers…they have the innate ability to see alternatives, to think through the problem and come up with a different path which achieves the same purpose.  I would like to be one of them.  Oh, I have moments of brilliance…okay, these days more like nano-seconds of brilliance…where I can think “outside the box” as the overused catchphrase goes, but it takes longer and longer, the more set in my ways I become.  What a breath of fresh air it was to me today, to think about the future for the young rascal, as he learns to turn that bent for disobedience and selfishness into positive behavior.  The innovation and adventurous spirit turned to worthy undertakings will work to his advantage for his entire lifetime.

And, while it’s dark and no one is watching, I may just go out to the maple tree in my backyard and see if there really is more than one way to skin the cat.  Yeah…maybe not.  Probably the only one who would lose any skin would be this old man.  Maybe I’ll just rest up for tomorrow.    I’m pretty sure that there will be an opportunity or two to test out the old adage again then.

“You have a ready wit.  Tell me when it’s ready.”
(Henny Youngman~American comic~1906-1998)

“We must cut our coat according to our cloth, and adapt ourselves to changing circumstances.”
(William Inge~English priest and educator~1860-1954)

Sometimes I wonder if she gets annoyed with my lack of initiative.  No, let me rephrase that.  It’s not that I lack initiative.  I dive right into the things in which I am interested.  New guitar to unwrap and tune?  Let me at it!   Vintage instrument to get ready to display?  I’m on that like a kid on a Jungle Gym.  The problem (and she knows it) is disinterest.  Packing and shipping back orders?  I’ve been there and done that, and I have no interest in doing it again.  It wasn’t all that much fun the first time!  Cutting a guitar part out of bone?  The stench is just like a dentist’s drill penetrating a tooth in your mouth!  I can do without it!

The Lovely Lady handed me one on a platter today.  She lobbed a softball in my direction, ready for me to hit it out of the park.  I didn’t even take a swing at it.  The woman on the other end of the phone had asked for a device to remove vocals from a recording.  A couple of years ago, I had ordered in such a device, but have not yet sold it.  The Lovely Lady was aware of that and had the piece of hardware sold even before handing me the phone to answer a couple of questions.  Then, the customer’s credit card would be charged and that baby was out of our inventory!  All she needed for me to say was that the device would work with her sound system and the sale was made. 

I couldn’t do it.  There are two reasons we still have the “Vocal Zapper” on our shelf.  The first one is that the purpose most folks intend to use it for is illegal.  Yep.  Illegal.  Copyright laws protect most recordings on the average person’s shelf, but they aren’t really aware of it.  When you buy a CD, you buy the right to listen to it and almost nothing else.  The vocal zapping gizmo purports to remove the vocals so that any CD can become a karaoke-style recording.  This means that without the pre-recorded vocals, the owner of the CD can provide his/her own vocals and sound like a pro singing to the star’s instrumental accompaniment.  If all you wanted to do was sing at home, dancing around your living room and playing air guitar for your own amusement, it would be perfectly legal.  But no one I’ve talked to about this thing wants to use it at home.  They want to perform in front of an audience, using a CD they paid only for the right to listen to.  Yep, I’ll say it again.  Illegal.  I’m not a fan.

The second reason for my indifference to selling this gadget is this:  It doesn’t work.  Okay, it works, kind of.  If you don’t care that half of the instrumentals disappear with the vocals, you might be able to tolerate it.  Oh, would you mind that it doesn’t really do that good of a job at removing the vocals either?  They’ll almost certainly still be there, much softer now, but still audible…annoyingly so.  I don’t fancy selling products which don’t function well.

So, my words to the lady were “illegal” and “limited function”.  She didn’t complete the purchase.  I’m not disappointed.  I have told you before that I find it difficult to pass off merchandise which I am not proud of.  My theory is that life is too short to sell junk you’ll regret later on.  “Maybe not today.  Maybe not tomorrow, but soon and for the rest of your life.”  (Do I hear Bogey in here?)  Okay, that might be a little melodramatic, but the principle is important in every aspect of life.  You do what’s right, simply because it’s right.  Not because you can profit from it, not because it’s a springboard to bigger and better things.  Simply because it’s right.  The payoff is infinitely better than the dirty, germ-ridden greenbacks that come and go in our pockets like water through a sieve.  You get to sleep at night, without guilt, without regrets.  Well, if you’re like me, you get to sleep whenever it is you sleep.  Regardless, a clear conscience is more valuable than a huge nest-egg in the bank any day. 

I’m pretty sure that there was a sideways glance or two from the Lovely Lady as I hung the phone up.  She wants that expensive little piece of equipment out of here.  That said, she’s in perfect agreement with me about the integrity with which we want to live our lives.  This includes how we conduct business, as well as how we treat our neighbors or deal with the tax collector. 

So, no regrets.  Well, I do regret ordering that zapper thingy.  And, if you know someone who wants to dance around their living room while singing, or maybe even belt it out for their own amazement in the shower, let me know, will you?

“Do the right thing.  It will gratify some people, and astonish the rest.”
(Mark Twain~American author and humorist~1835-1910)

“Few men have virtue to withstand the highest bidder.”
(George Washington~First American President~1732-1799)

We sat down to dinner with the table almost creaking under the weight of the food.  As is our habit, we prayed before we began to eat, realizing that all the blessings we enjoy are really gifts from a loving Creator.  We held hands around the table, a chain of family and friends, from very young children all the way up to Great Grandma, showing our love for each other and thankfulness for the gifts.

Grandpa prayed, as usual.  By long experience, I have learned that the attention span of the children is short.  Dinnertime is not the time to engage in long-winded prayers, remembering all the sick and troubled, all those who have traveled afar, and those in the world who are less fortunate than we.  No, we are simply thankful for the food and a few other gifts, asking that we will be faithful stewards of the gifts.  Short prayers are the best at the dinner table.  My grandchildren would agree.  Some time ago, they learned that the words, “in Jesus’ name,” usually preceded “Amen”, which was the signal to eat.  Accordingly, the older girl would begin saying “Amen” as soon as those other words were heard.  I’m not sure if I have gotten longer-winded with time, or if the girl has just learned that the process can be hurried a bit, but recently, she has taken to saying the word earlier in my prayer, long before I’m ready to invoke our Savior’s name.  “Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen….” is what I heard at the table today as I started to wind up my prayer.  I hurried a bit faster to the real “Amen!” which echoed from several different points of the table.  We all laughed and Grandma hugged the beautiful girl as the abbreviated prayer was ended.  These times are precious and I wouldn’t trade them for anything.

It did make me think a bit, though.  I wonder if deep down inside, we’re all still little children at heart.  We are in such a hurry to get to the next part that we forget to enjoy where we are right now, today.  For some reason, we keep looking to the future and its promise, forgetting that the present and its reality is actually a gift given for us to savor and to carry us into that future.  I know I am always doing that.  “Just get me through this day…this job…this crisis, and I’ll be okay.”  Then I get to the future and it’s not much different, simply more wishing for whatever comes next.

I find myself saying with the country songwriter of a few years ago,  “I…I’m driving my life away, looking for a better way, for me.  I’m driving my life away, looking for a sunny day…”   It’s not so much that I’m driving it away as I am working and eating and sleeping it away, but little by little it’s speeding past, while I look for that time when I’m satisfied with where I am.  I’m pretty sure it never arrives unless we learn to be satisfied with today, here and now.

As children, we learn to wait (and long) for future events…bells to ring, buses to come, summer to get here.  Back then, it seemed that those things took forever to arrive.  From today’s perspective, they came and went with lightning speed.  But, still we wait for future events and thus waste today and its joy.

I hear a little voice out there saying, “Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen…” and realize that it’s time to stop blabbering on now.  I will oblige.  But I will say this before I stop:  “This is the day which the Lord has made.  I will rejoice and be glad in it!”  I hope that you will take time to enjoy this day.  It is indeed a gift not to be ignored, nor scorned.

Amen!

“Time keeps on slipping, slipping, slipping into the future.”
(Fly Like An Eagle~Steve Miller Band~1976)

“Godliness with contentment is great gain.”
(I Timothy 6:6)

After awhile, being the laziest person on earth loses its appeal and changes have to be made.  Overcoming the inertia isn’t easy, but it is possible.  The weekend had come and the sixteen year-old boy was looking for a challenge.  The local newspaper had featured a picture of the smiling man, standing beside the sign that read, “Most Beautiful Lawn Award”.  Now, there was something to aspire to, the pinnacle of achievement for anyone who had ever pushed the old Briggs & Stratton around the yard.  It was to be a short-lived aspiration.

The property wasn’t well suited  for growing any good turf, so there was a mixture of St. Augustine and Bermuda grass, along with a fair representation of crabgrass and grass burrs.  I’ve realized in my later years that the Bermuda grass, which was cultivated and watered there, is considered to be a common weed by many lawn snobs, but in that hot climate, they didn’t have the luxury of turning up their noses at any grass that would cover the ground and thrive.  The grass burrs, on the other hand, were either a bane or a God-send, depending on your circumstance.  If you were inclined to walk across yards barefoot, they were most certainly a bane, causing considerable discomfort.  Conversely, if you were looking for ways to annoy your big brothers, the grass with it’s head abristle with prickly seedpods was perfect for picking a stalk and hurling it at someone’s back before beating a quick retreat out of reach.  The victim would be in pain for a moment and then would perform the most entertaining gymnastics and contortions attempting to remove the offending attachment from his shirt back.

No, the grass in the lawn wasn’t going to help win any awards, but the overgrown mess in the backyard was more of an immediate issue, so the young man started there.  Unfortunately, this would be the task which would short-circuit his good intentions of whipping the yard into shape.  With the help of a machete and a pair of hedge trimmers, he started to clear all the unsightly undergrowth below one tree.  It was a tough job, with the many vines which grew up into the tree and from there, into a couple of other trees nearby.  He hacked and hacked at the large vines, some of them almost like small tree trunks themselves, measuring close to an inch in diameter.  After a couple of hours of work, the boy was satisfied that the job was done and sat down to cool off and admire his work.  Drinking a glass of Kool-Aid and feeling pleased with himself, he noticed his mom peering out the back door.  Proudly, he got up and showed her the pile of debris which he would be carrying out to the brush pile later.  She didn’t seem to be very happy.  He even noticed that there were tears in her eyes.  Without a word, she turned away and went back into the house, leaving him standing there in disbelief.

What in the world?  Did she not know how hard he had worked here?  Where was the praise?  Where was the pat on the back?  He threw the implements back into the garage in disgust, carried off the trash, and was done with his aspiration to have the Yard Beautiful.

It was years later that the subject of his short-lived experience with clearing the backyard came up.  As they talked, he asked his mom if she knew how disappointed he had been with her reaction to his efforts.  She gently asked if he remembered the beautiful Morning Glory that had blossomed in the back yard for many years as he grew up.  “Sure,” the man replied.  “It was growing on….ohhhhhh…”  The light finally came on.  He had worked hard for those hours with the intent to improve the yard, but had succeeded in destroying a beautiful shroud of vines which she had been nurturing for the better part of fifteen years.  The brilliant blue blossoms could be seen in the early morning adorning the limbs of those trees, a perpetual veil of nature’s elegance; there because of those unsightly vines which rose in the air under the single tree from which he had chosen to “clean out the undergrowth”.  At last, he understood his mother’s tears.  She didn’t want to hurt his feelings, so she turned away to hide her sadness at the loss of all those years of her work and loving sustenance of the amazing plant.  There were tears in her eyes again as they talked of it, as there were in his.

I still get a little misty eyed about the realization that I had killed my mother’s Morning Glory on that morning so many years ago, but more importantly, I am in wonder that she had thought it essential to bear it privately, without excoriating me for my carelessness.  What a lesson in selflessness, from a lady who was not given to an overabundance of such examples.  Mom was always teaching, expecting better, even demanding it.  This time, she chose to let the error pass, opting instead to keep quiet to achieve a greater good.  It’s a lesson I’ll never get over.

We’ve all known people who, like that young man, don’t think before they act.  Their intentions are good, but the result is still chaos.  It’s good that we have the examples of life experiences, like the one above, to help us to understand that sometimes we must show more concern for the motivation which drives the person than for the disaster which ensues.  Love, it seems, overlooks a multitude of wrongs.

These days, I always ask the Lovely Lady before cutting strange plants in the yard.  It appears that there were other lessons to be gleaned from that disastrous day.  Experience is a pretty effective teacher.

“Let each of you look not only to his own interests, but also to the interests of others.”
(Philippians 2:4)

“I want some day to be able to love with the same intensity and unselfishness that parents love their children with.
(Shakira~Colombian singer/songwriter)

The wide-eyed little two-year old stared up at me from my lap as the excitement passed.  “Let’s do it again, Daddy!”  Part of me, that tiny portion of my brain that still retained its own little kid spirit of adventure, agreed with the sentiment.  But a much bigger and older part shouted out (internally, at least), “No!  I don’t ever want to feel like that again!”  What came out of me in a quieter, shaky voice was, “I don’t think that would be good idea.”

My little family was traveling by air to visit the children’s grandparents in Texas.  Most of the flight had gone smoothly, with no problems from the children at all, as well as good conditions for flying.  All of a sudden, the “Fasten Seat belts” light had come to life and within moments we were in the worst turbulence I had ever encountered in my limited flying experience.  First a violent upward movement, followed by a rapid loss of altitude, then back up again, with the accompanying “losing the stomach” feeling.  This happened several times in rapid succession, with a few sideways tosses of the plane thrown in for good measure.  Terrified might be too strong a word, but we weren’t relaxed, by any measure.  As the plane leveled out and flew smoothly on, we expected the children to be frightened, but were relieved to be greeted by the words from our daughter, almost amused even.  We arrived at our destination without any other incidents and were happy to touch down.

I’ve thought of the occasion many times since that day, a lot of years ago.  My thoughts are captured, not by the turbulence we experienced; many travelers experience much worse on a regular basis.  No, my thoughts are held captive by the words of the sweet curly-headed tot as adults around her were gasping and recovering their equilibrium from what had been a frightening episode.  There was no sense of fear, no realization of danger; simply a knowledge that the sensations of the ride had been pleasant and a little exciting.  She wanted more of that!   I have come to a determination about the sweet girl’s response to the situation.  She was in her Daddy’s lap, being held in his strong arms.  How could she have come to any other conclusion?  What was going to hurt her there?  Her Daddy would never allow her to be harmed.

The grown-up perspective is very often a jaded, cynical one.  We mature, watching events unfold around us; seeing the horror, the destruction that is possible, and we lose our childlike belief, our faith in Someone who is bigger than we.  I’ve seen that.  I’ve even felt that.  But, I keep thinking about that little girl enjoying the journey, bumps and all, ready for whatever came, as long as her Daddy was there.

Like the little blondie’s thinking, the conclusion is obvious, not only in life, but also in this blog.  You don’t need me to carry this any further right now, so I’ll leave you to your own resolution.  For me, even though the trip gets bumpy now and then, there are strong arms holding me.  “Let’s do it again, Daddy!”

“Let God’s promises shine on your problems.”
(Corrie Ten Boom~Dutch Holocaust survivor~1891-1983)

Twelve years old.  My first time to drive a tractor.  Or anything with a clutch, for that matter.  It was the summer between elementary and junior high school and we were making a tour of relatives I had never seen, as well as several I knew only vaguely.  Great aunts and an uncle along with my Mom’s cousins, all in Kansas, and then on to Illinois to visit my aunt, uncle, and cousins there.  It may have been a trip of only a couple of weeks, but in my memory it was much longer, probably due to the many different beds in which I slept.  Southern Kansas was our first stop on the long trip and we were at Uncle Paul’s farm.  The lanky old farmer was married to my grandmother’s sister, so technically he was “great” uncle, and I think the title fit.  He shook his head at the antics of four rowdy would-be delinquent boys (of course my sister behaved herself perfectly), but I think he loved every minute of it.

We wandered the fields where we found Native American arrowheads, fished the pond (keeping an eye out for cottonmouths), and swam in the river while digging up fresh water clams.  Then he pulled us over the hill and along the dirt roads, riding on the flatbed trailer behind the old tractor.  Unbeknownst to him, we even took more than a few turns jumping out of the loft of his century-old barn into the corn bins down below.  What an adventure for this young man, about to enter the perplexing stage of being a teenager, inevitably leading to the awkwardness and angst so characteristic of those difficult years.  But, that was all in the future; no need to borrow from its troubles.  For those few days, the joy of country adventures was enough.  Add in the amazing meals, when the table bowed under the weight of the food Aunt Edna cooked, and we were content.

I’m not sure how it came about, but Uncle Paul became convinced that it wouldn’t be a bad idea to let us learn to drive his old farm tractor.  Thus it was that on that fateful summer afternoon, I waited impatiently for my turn to drive the suddenly very sporty vehicle (beauty, they say, is in the eye of the beholder).  My first time to drive anything bigger than a mini-bike!  Of course, I would be great at it; that went without saying.  Since my oldest brother was already driving a car with a manual transmission, he was allowed to teach us to drive the machine.  The two brothers just older than me had no problems, learning the trick of revving the engine just enough to have the torque to engage the gears when the clutch was released.  Back and forth, up the dusty driveway, the little red tractor chugged, never out of control, never emitting a sound of  disapproval, until finally it was my turn.

I clambered into the wide seat, designed for comfort and not for looks, glancing over the controls.  As my brother stood behind the seat on the hitch, he explained the different pedals.  “That one on the left is the clutch.  You let it out to engage the drive gears.  The middle one is the brake.  Push it when you need to stop quickly.  The far right one, on the other side of the steering column?  That’s the accelerator.  You won’t need to use it much, except to get the engine revved up when you’re engaging the clutch.”  I listened, but I guess I didn’t hear.  I was too excited!  I was going to drive this puppy!

The next few moments are kind of a jumble in my mind.  I remember revving the engine with the accelerator and popping the clutch.  Miraculously, the engine kept running and we leapt forward.  The only problem is that I kept my foot on the accelerator and we went faster and faster.  Big brother was shouting, “The clutch!  Push in the clutch!”  I complied, engine still roaring, but then he yelled, “The brake!  Push the brake!”  The only problem with this maneuver was that I had to remove my foot from the clutch, to comply.  The machine jerked forward again with plenty of power still being supplied by the wide open throttle.  For the next few seconds, I kept hearing, “The brake!  The clutch!” over and over.  By this time, he was trying to climb over the seat to turn off the ignition, but on a small tractor, the huge back tires are quite close to the seat, so his pants leg somehow got entangled in that rotating part of the out-of-control vehicle.  Through my fog, I finally got my foot off of the accelerator and hit both the brake and clutch at the same time, slowing the lumbering, ugly old farm implement (you see how quickly perceptions can change?) to a stop.

My own embarrassment at my failure to tame the unruly beast was only surpassed by my brother’s mortification at having to walk the length of the driveway to the farmhouse, right past the onlooking family, holding his jeans closed.  The moving tire had ripped his pants leg, right from the lowest hem all the way up to the inseam and it was flapping in the wind.  He refused to speak to me for the rest of the day.  I was not foolish enough to ask for another chance at driving the maleficent machine which had defeated me.

I never recall that summer without at least a chuckle at the vista my memory opens before me.  As a family, we have laughed about that comedy of missteps again and again, but invariably, the laughter turns to silence as we contemplate the danger and horrors which could have been the outcome.  In my mind’s eye, I see my oldest brother lying on the dirt lane, body shattered by the big wheel which could have pulled him under it, just as easily as it ripped his bluejeans.  Or, equally as bad, both of us trapped under an overturned tractor after it leaves the level drive and wildly careens into the ditch beside it.  But, just as quickly as the dark clouds dim the spectacle, the realization that neither of those possibilities actually happened hits again, and the laughter is back.  The payback for borrowing trouble is never profitable, but the benefits of counting the blessings we have been given are always multiplied exponentially.

I think that the teaching of Jesus, when he warned against worry and fretting, includes the “if onlys” of the past.  “Sufficient unto the day, is the evil thereof.”  We get through the bad times with the strength He provides, and are blessed by Him in the good times.  What more can we ask?

Split pants and damaged pride both make for some mighty good memory sharing.  I bet you’ve got a few of your own to get you started counting your blessings.

“Every evening I turn my worries over to God.  He’s going to be up all night anyway.”
Mary C Crowley~American entrepreneur and writer~1915-1987

“Reflect upon your present blessings, of which every man has many – not on your past misfortunes, of which all men have some.”
(Charles Dickens~English novelist~1812-1870)

They called her the “Sweater Lady”.  It wasn’t a term born of respect.  I’m not sure why, but the era in which I grew up was a time of odd fads and weird events driven by peer pressure.  All you have to do is look at the amazingly outlandish clothes and hairstyles of the sixties and seventies to understand that what I say is factual.  As ashamed as I am to admit pursuing some of those stupid fashions, the event I speak of today is really shameful, while the fads are now simply embarrassing. 

We had noticed the young lady before, walking or standing in her yard beside the well-traveled rural road, where she lived with her aging parents.  She wore unfashionable clothes; almost always long skirts, with socks sticking out over the tops of her old tennis shoes.  Her blouse was always covered with a cardigan sweater, even in the hottest of weather.  Her hair was unkempt and the look on her face made it clear that she was mentally handicapped.  Probably about twenty-five years old (or maybe forty, I never really knew), she stayed in her yard, never bothering anyone else, once in awhile actually climbing one of the trees with low-hanging limbs near the edge of the yard.  My parents had taught us to respect all people, regardless of their abilities or disabilities.  So, when we passed by, there was never a disparaging word spoken, never a teasing remark forthcoming.

Such was not the universal experience for the teenagers in the local high school.  One day, some bright kid had a great idea.  “Hey, let’s go by and see the Sweater Lady!”  And, thus the poor lady’s nightmare began.  It wasn’t much at first, just a car or two of kids driving slowly by to take a look.  There were probably some things yelled at her, but she didn’t understand.  Little by little, it escalated.  The kids began to tell their friends at school, “Hey, we saw the Sweater Lady after school yesterday.  You want to come today?”  Before you knew it, the largest part of the kids in high school who had cars were cruising up and down Ware Road, yelling and catcalling, perhaps even throwing things.  The woman’s world was turned upside down and she knew fear and torment, perhaps for the first time in her life, but certainly her home and yard were no longer a safe haven.

I was too young to be in one of those cars, but my childhood home was within a mile of hers and I had ridden by on my bicycle many times.  As the kids at school exclaimed about the spectacle of a grown woman climbing up a tree, in spite of my upbringing I found myself bragging about seeing her and how ridiculous she was.  No, I didn’t participate in the actually torment, but I wasn’t repulsed by the idea enough to buck the trend and speak for the victim.  Saul of Tarshish comes to mind as he held the coats of those who stoned the martyr Stephen.  No stone-throwing for him, but agreement with the act appears to me to be the same as committing the action.  Such was my involvement in this travesty.

Both the civil and school authorities caught wind of the afternoon activity and put a stop to it as quickly as possible, but the damage was done.   The family’s quiet life had been devastated, and I have a sneaking suspicion that the edict which ended this one episode was of no benefit in changing the perpetrators’ viewpoint or treatment of mentally handicapped persons.  They were not normal, not like “real people”, so the bias and stigma remained unchanged.

I’m not a social campaigner, not motivated to change the whole of our culture’s fabric.  That’s not my mission in life and not my purpose in writing this.  I simply recount the memory of that sad time in hopes that it will trigger a response.  We have a responsibility to learn from the past and to let it inform our present and future actions.   I have personally looked at those long ago events many times in my memory and have realized that I can’t go back and undo them.  As a parent though, I had the opportunity to break the pattern and help my kids to be better people than I was.  As a grandfather, I have the same opportunity.   As I experience life, it becomes clearer to me that children and teenagers are, contrary to popular belief, naturally unkind to anyone who is different and who doesn’t fit in.  We hear that kids have to be taught to hate, but my experience is just the opposite; they have to be taught to be loving and respectful.  It is in our nature to dislike anyone who is out of the mainstream, who is different from ourselves.  The adults in children’s lives have a responsibility to help them overcome that nature and learn to accept each other.  Does that mean that we don’t teach them to discriminate between good and bad, right and wrong?  Not at all!  We teach them the foundational principles, certainly, but we also help them to love people, no matter what their abilities or disabilities.  We do that in our actions, our words (all the time), and our attitudes.

Well, once again, I’ve managed to get up into the pulpit and preach at you.  I hope you’ll look past that.  It is in my blood.  The preaching helps to keep me on the right track, too.  Maybe tomorrow will bring something more entertaining and less weighty.  You should check back then.

“All the world is odd, save me and thee; and sometimes I think thee is a little odd.”
(Anonymous saying)

“Who dares to teach must never cease to learn”
(John Cotton Dana~American librarian~1856-1929)

Have you ever seen love up close?  No, I’m not talking about the mushy, touchy-feely, here-today-gone-tomorrow kind of love.  That, you see on television, depicted in graphic detail again and again every day.  The popular notion of love is in our faces relentlessly, but gives no clue of what love really is.  Still, I think I saw it the other day.  No, I’m sure I saw it the other day.

The Lovely Lady and I had spent a couple of days in a lazy unhurried non-schedule, soaking in the experience of people-watching and unwinding at a popular breakfast restaurant, wandering into and out of countless “antique stores” (read: “collections of old junk”) and hock shops in pursuit of everything and nothing, and pretty well finding just that.  We stayed in a posh downtown hotel, thanks to a discount travel service, getting up whenever we wanted and going wherever we wished.  I have to admit, the banjo museum was an original treat, but I was thankful that all the banjos were behind glass where no one could play them.  The walk along the river was relaxing, in spite of the 103 degree temperature, and the movie was tolerable.  We did have one item that was scheduled and we made sure to keep the appointment.

The symphony was giving a holiday concert with a guest vocalist whom we have always enjoyed, so 7:00 in the evening found us striding along the city streets, folding canvas chairs slung over our shoulders, toward the events center parking lot for the free entertainment which wouldn’t start until 8:30.  The streets were crowded with folks headed the same direction and there were more than a few policemen and “ambassadors” posted about to make us feel safer.  As we passed one such post, I casually commented to the cheerful older gentleman that it was a bit warm.  He replied, “Well one good thing…you don’t have to worry about goose-bumps out here!”  Boy, was he wrong!

I won’t bore you with the long wait on the hot pavement, the searing sun on our necks, the futile waving of the advertising paper fans in an attempt to keep cool.  But, as the sun plunged below the horizon and the temperature moderated a little, the musical sounds wafted through the air, first the individual warm-ups, a horn here, a viola there, then the corporate tuning session, and finally, the blending of a hundred or so individual instruments’ voices fused into one beautiful conglomeration of sound and purpose.  We were content and sat in rapt attention, unmindful of the cacophony of crowd noise around us and the non-musical folks who moved to and fro through the crowd, themselves unaware of the beauty which flowed from the stage.  It was an apt ending to a great relaxing weekend.

What?  Did I leave something out?  Oh, yes!  The goose-bumps.  Two things during the evening inspired those little raised spots on my neck and my arms.  The vocalist (and audience) was responsible for them at a couple of junctures; once when she sang a beautiful rendition of that old hymn “How Great Thou Art” (you should have heard that huge crowd singing along) and later when she invited us to join her on “God Bless America”.  Music has such a capacity for moving the human spirit and it certainly achieved that for many on that night.

This capacity was partly responsible for the other case of the chicken-flesh on that hot summer evening, but only partly.  The orchestra was playing an upbeat, rhythmic piece, one which just invited the body to move.  We patted our feet, maybe even tapped on our legs with our hands a little, but public decorum demanded that we go no further and we acquiesced.  Not so with one fellow a few feet away from us.  My eyes were drawn away from the lighted stage in front of us to glance at the man.  The glance was enough to notice that he was an adult, but that he was mentally handicapped.  I hope that term is acceptable.  The landscape keeps changing so I’m not sure if “gifted” is more correct, or possibly “special needs”, but I use the term simply as descriptive, not as a pejorative.  This young man, probably 25 or 30 years of age, clearly was moved by the music and he was not to be denied.  Joyously, he was on his feet and dancing, waving his American flag, wonderfully unaware of the rules of decorum and concert etiquette.  Those of us around watched him, and most smiled, but a few laughed.

Love makes you do strange things, things you wouldn’t normally do.  As I worried about those unkind people laughing, I noticed that another man got up from his chair and began dancing along with the young fellow.  Within moments, the young man’s mother and his sister were also up with his father and were dancing, every bit as energetically as he, spinning around him, taking his hand and urging him on in his joyous abandon.  There was no embarrassment, no reticence in their celebration of their son and brother, no concern for reputation, simply a declaration of their unwavering love.  The goose bumps were back, along with a little stray moisture in the corner of my eyes.  I’m not sure, but I think I saw others wipe away a tear or two.  Maybe it was just perspiration.

We have been conditioned to think of love as an emotion, a physical reaction to the wiles of the opposite sex.  Our whole lives are tied up in the thought of fulfilling our desires and needs with love.  When the reality doesn’t fit our expectation, we move on to the next relationship and start our impossible quest all over again.  I would submit to you that love has nothing whatsoever to do with selfish desire and perceived need, and everything to do with living for someone else.  In the unselfish actions of that young man’s family last Sunday night, I saw love.  And it appeared to me that they enjoyed the dancing every bit as much as he did.  What a great concert!  It wasn’t the best music I have ever heard, but there were some amazing moments, both on and off the stage.

I’m not sure if the tank is full, but there’s certainly enough fuel now to keep going for a few more miles.  We don’t always find the filling station where we expect it to be…and I wouldn’t want it any other way.

“Love always protects, always hopes, always trusts, always perseveres.”
(I Corinthians 13:7)

“We cannot do great things on this earth, only small things with great love.”
(Mother Theresa)