Let It Rain Down

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The preacher said the words on Sunday morning.  It was the day we celebrate the resurrection of our Savior from the grave where He was laid.

He said other words, but I got stuck on these.  It happens.  I apologize to him for it sometimes.  Other times, I simply figure it was what I needed to remember from the thought that captivated my brain.  I hope he’ll understand.

“God proclaims that Jesus will reign forever.”

I nodded my head.  I knew this.  It’s not new ground—prophecies spoken to the Messiah’s ancestor, centuries ago.  But, reminders spoken on this memorable day—pointing out the truth of who He is—are necessary and helpful.

The row of chairs we had chosen to sit in was behind a lovely young family.  The sweet girls directly in front of me were taking notes.  They always do.  As the words filled the page, there was a little doodling going on, as well.  I couldn’t help but see the page of one of the youngsters’ notes.

The words weren’t exactly what the pastor had shared in his outline on the platform.  She had, however, added a lovely illustration which drove the point home quite nicely.  I think I’ll suggest to him that he might add some personal artwork in the slides next week.  I don’t know if he’ll think it essential.  Time will tell.

“Jesus will rain forever.”  

Those were the words she had written.

I chuckled.  Quietly.  But, it almost didn’t stay that way, as the heavy rainfall beat down anew on the roof above us.  It had rained for 3 days, something over five inches locally, and would continue until after lunch that day.

The young lady could be forgiven if she wondered if it would rain forever.  Rainy days are a hardship for kids, especially when they’re used to being outside a lot.  Okay.  They’re even hard for old men like me sometimes.

Along with the words, the sweet girl had sketched a scene of raindrops, falling incessantly from the darkened clouds drawn above them.

Rain.  Forever.

The pastor meant us to understand the reign of the Conquering King was, quite literally, forever.

But, as a metaphor, the eternal rain is what occupied my mind for the rest of the sermon—and beyond.

“You heavens above, rain down my righteousness;
    let the clouds shower it down.
Let the earth open wide,
    let salvation spring up,
let righteousness flourish with it;
    I, the Lord, have created it.
(Isaiah 45:8, NLT)

The red-headed lady who raised me, she with her maxims and truisms, said it again and again (usually when she was overwhelmed):

“It never rains, but it pours.” 

I had to live a few years before I understood that wasn’t an EITHER/OR statement, but one of IF/AND.  She believed that whenever a trickle of rain started, the gully-washer was close behind.  Troubles, she always thought.

I’d like to think that the maxim is true.  In the positive aspect, I want to believe it.

Blessings fall in drops around us, plopping to earth, creating puffs of dust in the thirsty soil—in anticipation of the soaking that is coming.

“Mercy-drops ’round us are falling,
 But for the showers we plead.”
(from Showers of Blessings, hymn by Daniel Webster Whittle)

Most of what I hear from folks these days is the negative, the certainty that worse is to come.  I could be wrong, but I think there are still better things ahead.

Call me a dreamer if you want; I still believe our Creator gives good gifts.

Falling from Above.  Good gifts.  From the Father of Lights.

He will rain.  Forever.

I want to be standing outside waiting in the downpour.

Come stand with me.

You can even bring your umbrella if you want.

 

 

“It is the Lord who created the stars,
    the Pleiades and Orion.
He turns darkness into morning
    and day into night.
He draws up water from the oceans
    and pours it down as rain on the land.
    The Lord is his name!”
(Amos 5:8, NLT)

“But you remain;
  your years do not come to an end.
The children of your servants will settle down here,

  and their descendants will live securely in your presence.”
(Psalm 102:27, NET)

© Paul Phillips. He’s Taken Leave. 2025. All Rights Reserved.

It’s Dark Here. For Now.

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Thunder grumbles all around.  The storm’s fury is drained, lightning trails dragging their bedraggled tails through the sodden sky above.

The dragon has flown away.  For now.  Moments ago, it blazed through the sky, dropping stones of ice and frightening the earthbound denizens of the tiny communities below with screaming winds and threats of rotating clouds.

But, even as I write, the wind moans around the doors and windows anew, a reminder that the dragon is not dead, but only gathering strength—this being the season of rain and wind.

I used to love the storms.  I still do, but don’t tell my friends. 

It is a guilty pleasure of mine, standing and watching the lowering clouds blowing in from the west, listening to the raucous downpour against the metal roof while anticipating the greens of the fields and the wildly variegated colors of the wildflowers on the wooded hillsides, all dependent upon the moisture the dragons leave behind for us.

But there is terror still.  And danger.  I feel the collective fear from those awaiting the warning siren’s call to seek refuge and shelter. 

I care about that, too.  But mostly, about them.

Shall we always be torn between the two?  Safety and danger?  Drought and ample rainfall?  Famine and plenty?

Sadness and great joy.

It’s the week we remember that in a much more fundamental way.  At least for those of us who claim to follow Jesus, it is a week of remembering overwhelming joy and elation.  And a week of remembering breathtaking loss and defeat.

And, come the new week, it will be a time of celebrating unimaginable jubilation and great wonder.

Jesus’ triumphal entry into Jerusalem; Joy and anticipation!

The Last Supper and the Garden, and the trials followed by the crucifixion:  Crippling anguish and the loss of dreams of conquest.

Resurrection dawning:  Awe and splendor without end!

When the dragon is rampant, we believe that our hardships will never stop.  A dark, unending tunnel that winds into ever-deepening blackness.

We’ve all been there.  Oh, not like His followers experienced in this week in history.  But we’ve been in the black hole with the dragon raging overhead.

The older I grow, the more I am aware of the dichotomy—ever-present and ever-looming.  Great joy and great sadness, one after the other, a seeming never-ending parade.

But, if this week in history reminds us of nothing else, it is that dragons will be defeated.  Perhaps only temporarily in this lifetime. 

But, the day is coming…

No more night. Never again will the dragon fly.

I’ll wait.  With you, I’ll wait.

Even if the rain is pounding on the roof again.

 

“Were you there when they laid him in the tomb?
Were you there when they laid him in the tomb?
Oh, sometimes it causes me to tremble, tremble, tremble.
Were you there when they laid him in the tomb?”
(from Were You There?, African-American spiritual)

“Nature is mortal; we shall outlive her. When all the suns and nebulae have passed away, each one of you will still be alive…We are summoned to pass in through Nature, beyond her, into that splendour which she fitfully reflects.
And in there, in beyond Nature, we shall eat of the tree of life.”
(from The Weight of Glory by C.S. Lewis)

 

© Paul Phillips. He’s Taken Leave. 2025. All Rights Reserved.

Weeds

I prayed as I walked today.  I usually do.

This was different.

I’ve had a rough week.  My grandchildren came over earlier and spent most of a day helping me empty the shed out back.  There were things that had been stored in there “temporarily” nearly eight years ago.

No.  It wasn’t the grandkids helping that made it a rough week.  It’s just the reminder that I can’t do the things I used to be able to.  I helped when they would let me and a few times when they didn’t want me to.  Finally, I got out a deck chair and watched.  And, felt sorry for myself.

I love that they want to help me.  Love it.

I hate that they need to.

I’m a do-it-yourselfer from way back.  For all the jobs I need done. And for all the jobs others around me need done.

The next day, another family member asked me if I could help with a job they had.  As we spoke on the phone, I saw myself lying in bed the night before, back spasms denying me sleep, and realized that saying yes would just lead to more endless nights.

I said no.

It makes me sad—saying no.

So, today as I walked, instead of praying for family members and neighbors, world events and physical needs,  I prayed for a sign.  A sign that God is still listening to me.  That there is still more ahead—more than just sitting in the deck chair and watching.

I got an answer.  Dandelions.

I think it was His answer to my prayer.  I’m not sure.

As I walked along the sidewalk next to the local university, I saw hundreds of the little yellow flowers scattered across the otherwise well-manicured lawns.  I don’t remember seeing them there before.

I’ve written before of loving the little weeds.  I love them for their tenacity.  In the face of overwhelming hatred and bigotry, they thrive.  Most of my neighbors hate them.  Perhaps, most of my readers do too.

Still, they grow.  I mow them down and they’re poking their fluffy heads above my grass almost before I can park my mower.  I’ve never done it, but I’m told folks spend good money to spray herbicide on their yards to kill them.

And yet, they come back again.

I said the little flowers I saw today were an answer to my prayer.  Actually, they reminded me of the photo I shared with my friends last week.

For the last few years, a little stand of tulips has popped up in my yard.  Some years, they’re beautiful.  This year is one of those years.  You can see that in the photo that accompanies these words.

But, I have to coddle the plants.  I have to remember to let the foliage grow undisturbed for a couple of months every year.  They didn’t bloom at all last year, because the deer that roam my neighborhood thought the plants looked tasty and disturbed them considerably.

If you look at that photo again, can you see the little yellow blossom to the left of the showy tulips?

I have never—never—coddled one of those yellow flowers.  Yet, there it is, proud and growing right next to the tulips—just as if it has a right to be there.  And, in a few days, there will be a white, fluffy head standing tall right above where you see that little bloom today.

Every kid in the world knows what you do with that little fluffy ball.  You hold it up next to your mouth and you blow it as hard as you can.

Have you ever watched a kid doing that?  Pure joy!  Unsullied, unadulterated, joy!

“And he said: ‘Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.'” (Matthew 18:3, NIV)

Well, perhaps that’s a bit of a departure from the context of that verse, but it speaks to the truth that children recognize instinctively, and our aging, hardened spirits have long ago forgotten.

The lessons of our Creator’s world are hard to miss—if we look for them.

In hardship and plenty, His blessings abound.  Whether we’re coddled or trampled down, His promise is sure.

We will accomplish what He has for us if we persevere.

“He, who began the good work in you, will complete it…” (Philippians 1:6)

I want to offer tulips.  And azaleas.  Roses and lilies.

What I’ve got to offer these days is dandelions.  And a few wild onions.

Mankind has always had its vision of how the world should function.  But, our mortal thoughts are not how our Creator has ever brought about His vision for us.

I write this as what we call Holy Week is about to commence.  If this week teaches us nothing more, it is that His ways are not ours.  No Hollywood writer could have ever conceived of this plot twist.  Ever.

He still works in ways that confound our wisdom—our agendas.  Where we would plant roses and rhododendrons, He scatters dandelions.

I’m content with that.

Even if it means I get to sit in the deck chair while the youngsters do the heavy lifting.

There is still more.  Up ahead.

Better things than ever I imagined or planned for.

Come plant some dandelions with me.

 

“When life is not coming up roses
Look to the weeds
and find the beauty hidden within them.” 
(L.F. Young)

“Yet true godliness with contentment is itself great wealth. After all, we brought nothing with us when we came into the world, and we can’t take anything with us when we leave it.”  (1 Timothy 6:6-7, NLT)

 

© Paul Phillips. He’s Taken Leave. 2025. All Rights Reserved.

Already Part of the Family

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I went to court recently.  It wasn’t for me.  A couple of family members asked me to go to the proceeding.

I talked with the Lovely Lady about it again tonight.  I was nervous at the courthouse.  What if it didn’t go well for my loved ones?  What if legal orders were made that affected them negatively?

I don’t like stress.  Like many, I don’t respond well, either emotionally or physically, to it.  I do my best to avoid it as much as possible.  But, it was important for us to be there for this stress.

The young man spoke, answering questions put to him by individuals sitting at one of the desks.  He was clear in his answers.  They seemed satisfied with them.

Then he spoke on his own for a few moments.  Again, his words were clear and communicated what he wanted the court to understand easily.

Next, it was her turn.  The young lady also spoke clearly.  But then, her voice broke as she said the words I’ve been thinking about for a while.

“You asked why I wanted him to become my son.  The thing is, he’s already my son.”

Yes, it was an adoption proceeding.  And yes, the decision by the court was favorable for these young folks.  There was applause.  And photographs.  And more tears.

And lots of laughter.  It was a happier occasion than I’ve ever experienced in a courtroom.

But the words won’t let me go.

“…he’s already my son.”

She wasn’t wrong.  Oh, the judge might have had something to say about that.  Legally, he still had a pronouncement to make, his words making it so.

Still, that child was hers—was theirs—long ago.  We all knew it.  From the first time we saw them together, it was clear.  He loved and trusted them.  They adored him.  It couldn’t have been a better match.

But, I think about her words and I’m struggling to avoid the obvious parallel to our situation.  And by ours, I mean all of ours. 

Yours and mine.

I talked with my friend at the coffee shop about it this morning.  It’s a tough predicament for me.  As much as I don’t want to, I have to talk about it.

I hope you’ll extend a little grace, in spite of it.

Another friend of mine who is a retired Methodist pastor (meaning, he’s still preaching and ministering—the paychecks just aren’t as regular as they once were) said it after reading one of my articles recently.

“I’m not as much of a Calvinist as you are…”

Calvinist?  Me?  You mean, like, predestination?

Well, okay.  My parents were both raised in the Presbyterian church.  On my mother’s side, we trace our roots back to Scotland, where our ancestors fled persecution in the 17th century because of their faith.  To Ireland first, then across the ocean to the colonies in the New World, they escaped, establishing a Presbyterian church in New Jersey, which is still meeting today, two hundred plus years later.

So, there’s that.  But, I believe God has given us the ability to choose, to use free will and go our own way, or to come to Him.

That said, I also believe He guides events and creation.  And, I believe He knows our paths. Before we set out on them, He knows.

It’s hard to argue with the Word.  For me, it is.

The songwriter put it into words for us, centuries ago.

You see me when I travel
    and when I rest at home.
    You know everything I do.
 You know what I am going to say
    even before I say it, Lord.”
(Psalm 139:3-4, NLT)

As I talked with my friend today, he mentioned the story about the man we call the prodigal son.  He suggested that he was always intended to come home.  Else, why would the father have waited on the road day after day, ready to run to him when he appeared?

But, it was the errant son’s choice.  And it is mine.

And it’s yours.

Home where I belong.  I’ve used the words to mean my home in heaven, after I leave this world behind, but the reality is that, for right now, right where I am is home.

Home.  Where I belong.

Here.  Doing this.

What I’m doing.  With you.

Following Him.

You belong, too.  You always have.

With your Father.  And your family.

For always.

Always.

 

“Not of my flesh, nor of my bone,
 But still, miraculously, my own.”
(Fleur Conkling Heyliger)

 

You saw me before I was born.
    Every day of my life was recorded in your book.
Every moment was laid out
    before a single day had passed.
How precious are your thoughts about me, O God.

    They cannot be numbered!
I can’t even count them;
    they outnumber the grains of sand!
And when I wake up,
    you are still with me!
(Psalm 139:16-18, NLT)

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